Video of the day! TVXQ!

Amber from f(x) my girl bias

My bias...I thought she was boy and thought she was so cute...then I found out she was a girl when I looked them up and I was /o.o/ after the shock was over I decided she was still hot as hell girl or no girl how can you no resist her looks?

Okay Im done fan girling
much love
Ai Xhen

New Segment! The elephant in the room!

I will soon be introducing a new segment called The Elephant in the room.
This will be about the embrassment I feel when trying to share my love of asian culture with friends and the akwardness of buy said products. I know its dumb to feel this way but I think is a great way to get it out.

First Elephant: AMBW groups in facebook
I like asian culture and asian men, I can separate the two, I have never used my liking of asian things to attract a asian guy...that would kind of pointless and sterotypical, Im always myself around them, I dont treat them like magical beings and look in aw of them, I reserve that for my fave idols. The misconception in these groups that asianplies(the women) flock to these groups in hope of finding their asian prince...pfft (delsional)and when these women get there they are humiliated and bashed for what they like and they are called thirsty and dick riders. I given up on those group for that reason, they lump all of us together like were all like this. :( I dont need a group to find a asian boyfriend (I really dont want one) I dont see the apeal of these types of groups there all full of bitter bitches who lost hope of dating a asian guy and lash out at the newbies because they are jealous of their hope, they call it tough love but i see it as bulling. maybe im soft but i dont thinnk I want to be apart of a group that trolls and bullies you for being yourself.
ah sorry for my sad song this my elphant of the week. I hope this goes smoothly and doesnt offend anyone. these are my elephants I hope people can relate. I will do videos on Elphants as well,I will write in and film one.
much love to you
Ai Xhen

weekend update: drama,movies and just me being sleepy

During the weekend I failed to what I wanted to do, I wanted to watch a full episode of Daddy's girl and get the meat of the drama but I was too tired to actually watch it all the way I GOT THROUGH ONE! fail! i barely got the storyline, I just know that she is a spoiled brat that causes her father high blood pressure and for him to worry about her. her siblings are spoiled but she is extremely spoiled and clingy to her father. she is unrealistic and babyish...This sounds like a good watch, My favorite type of characters are the spoiled bitchy girls or the uber bitch. I did watch a little of Skip beat saturday and I got to ep seven and then I colasped. Sunday I watched the korean version of Old Boy...ohh wee it was soooo good, so dramatic and graphic.I dont really like graphic movies with aloty blood and violence but besides a few scenes when Oh Disu ripped old dudes teeth out with a the hook part of a hammer it was really good. I didnt like the ending with the villian shooting himself in the end but I like it and the incest. Im not sure its true the manga that i read in high school but it was really good movie. I watched it on Netflix...idk, I figured that some may want to check it out as well. I heard Spike Lee is making a remake, I hope it just as good, Hes known for making great movies like Do the right thing is my favorite movie by him. I feel he will do this movie justice and go beyound and make a better version.I dont really like american remakes of asian films not because it american and in english but because we tend to water it down and take alot of important scenes out or fucking whitwash it like Drangon Ball Z that shit was embrassing and just...lets not start on that.
I hope everyones easter was pleasent and you all stuffed your faces with jelly beans. I will be watching Soul Eater for awhile so I will not be updating about Daddy's girl or skipbeat until I finnished season one and two of soul eater.
Much love
Ai Xhen

Why I like Kpop!

So cute

The secdule!

So I decided that my youtube account will be more about kpop and dramas.
i always wanted to do this but I was afraid that because Im not asian it would kind of akward. Thankfully I put that behind me and decided to do what makes me happy and this makes me happy. tbh I really dont have alot of offline friends that are into kpop and dramas so I enjoy them with my family like my mom or discuss them with online friends. My boyfriend dislikes kdramas and thinks me watching them is cray cray. (say wha? ninja?) I have friends who like it but get discourage ed by the elephant in the room when watching asian dramas. Ugh people care too much about others opinions, I say do what you want and fuck the haters, they wished they had the guts to do what we do! I think kids of colour watch and buy alot asian products more so than asian americans....okay maybe not more but we buy alot of it. so here how it will go.
monday-Drama updates
tuesday-Kpop reviews
wensday-manga update
thursday-Lipsynic day!
friday- mystery day....*dun dun dun*

stay tuned on fridays it will be random but very pleasing! brr...its cold.
well Im off to watch Peach Girl!
Much love
Ai Xhen